Long time no see

Wow!! almost 3 whole months since i updated my blog.. what's up with that? Well i have either been too busy or couldn't think of anything interesting enough to say. but, i thought, dear readers, that i would let you all have an update as to what has been going on in the queens life.

It has been Good, very good infact. I have been on the beta-testing team at work. that gives me some time off the phone to install and uninstall software and to do some tasks and then report my results to the development team. it is different and i definetly like being off the phone. i have discovered kabbalah. it seems an appropriate spirirtual path for me. it is not so much based in judaism as in some softe of ethereal beleive that we all have an HP in us and no matter who we are we all strive to do good in the world and most of our daily strive comes from when we fuck up and do bad, it seems to make so much sense i see why others (Madonna for one) are attracted to this age-old path. it is not a religon. there azre no ritual. it is kind of like buddahism in which you just try to be more like the light and just live right.

i have been trying to quit smoking, and it is hard, i can keep it up for a few days and then even with a patch the urges overtake me and i give in. i have not tried the steps, but i a wrestling with where my desire is more to smoke or not to.

still hate my roomie. still not ready to move. i just hate the logistics of moving, looking for a place, getting the security payment, packing up, moving and moving those darn cats. ain't i good at justifying? but seriously folks, there must be a payoff for staying here besides the extra cash, but the cash is a good one.

still clean. still ornery. still queenly

until next time my fair subjects.