Old Age

Many of my old 1960's icons are dead or dying. There are only 2 of the original 4 Beatles Left!!! Hunter S. Thompson killed himself! Timothy leary, Ken Kesey, Jerry garcia.........All Gone. And Mick Jagger still continues wiggling that butt and singing is dear little heart out. And All of us old people who used to either protest the war in Vietnam or sympathize with those that did are now voting for Bush and the war in Iraq becuase we ear terrorizm!! OY VAY!! What is wrong with this picture

Depression

I can feel it. it is either here or coming. is it the change in my life or is it the normal depression? I usually, in the past, have gotten depressed around this time of year. but, for the last few years due to the ingestion of anti-depressants, haven't felt like this.

And so now

So, I am confused

This person who is living with me, do i treat her as if she is an adult with all that entails? That means she is a roommate and she has responsibilities, rent, food, electricity, phone and personal expenses. or do i treat her as a child that I am responsible for and make sure she does her homework and find out where she's going and with whom and etc? If it is a combination of both, then where is the line? She is unable to pay rent becuase she doesn't have a job or any money and she is still in high school, but she isn't being good about that. I don't know. and doesn't the fact that I am letting her live with us prove that i am a good friend to dawn by taking in her daughter without asking for money to support her? I could have let her live on the street, my god

And this thing with Angela having a girlfriend is bothering me. it is like so no longer has time for anything but Jacque. She is being self centered about it. I don't like it. Am i jealous, probbly a little since i know i don't have a boyfriend and untill i fix that broken part of me i won't. Do i want a relationship with someone? Honestly, I don't know

Curious and curiouser

Ok, so, now, I have Hannah living with me. What is up with that? her mom (Dawn), whom I have complained about before still isnot talking to me. I guess i am not in her circle of trust anymore. But her daughter finds her Dawn crazy as a loon (I concur) and she moved out and..into my living room!! What is up with that? All I can figure out is that I am awesome, Dawn is nuts and that is that.

We had a small (6 people) super bowl party. It was nice. I am glad the Patriots won. Love it when those New England teams rip their opponents a new onw.

And Angela has a girlfriend, jacque.