Saturday, June 25, 2005

My life and welcome to it

ok, so Angela is still annoying me, but i have chosen to be grateful for the extra money in my pocket havin a roomie affords me. Thankfully, she has gotten a job at Serenity Lane so my monetary concerns are allivated. Work sucks. What is so hard about setting up a SQL server? At this point i could do it in my sleep!!! Why don't those well paid IT pro's read the fucking manual? I had a date with some young guy, just a soda, but, it made me feel good. There is adance this evening, i want to go to, don't know if i can get a ride

Friday, June 03, 2005

I am better

To all of us that sent me get well wishes, thank you. I am 100% better, in fact i feel better now than i have in months and months.
ok so on to bigger and better things. so, i told you all about my problems with my roommate and how we had a huge fight, and of course, it got all turned around on me and i am the bad girl, but we both decided to make changes , and guess what? I am the only one changing! I am going to counseling, working on another attempt at writing the steps, taking care of my health, and trying to communicate. and angela said she would ask someone to help her work the steps (she hasn't), she would put the dishes in the dish washer (she hasn't) and she would pay the rent! So this morning i ask her for the rent money and she says she may not have it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now, my question is why i am the bad guy!